Emily song no 2!!

I’m only Human

I never thought that, Life could turn around so quick

When I knew that love was, just this little Childs game

But once I looked in your eyes, that wonderful Brown

I knew my world had turned upside down

Love, Love can play havoc with your mind

But I’m only human

But I won’t be in a small amount of time

Cause your totally different

But I want to spend my life with you

And that’s why I’m never

Gonna feel the way you do

I sometimes feel, that you’re starting to avoid

The truth that needs to be told

Cause boy I love you

But I’m not sure I can survive

Love, Love can play havoc with your mind

But I’m only human

But I won’t be in a small amount of time

Cause your totally different

But I want to spend my life with you

And that’s why I’m never

Gonna feel the way you do

Random survey

1. Do you like chinese food? No...tastes like...POO!

2. How big is your bed? Why d'you wanna know...?

3. Is your room clean? If I clean it then yes! :D

4. Laptop or Desktop computer? BOTH! XD

5. Favorite comedian? Eddie Murphy all the way!

6. Do you smoke? Oh yeaaah, like weed and stuff *sarcastic* Whaddya think I am, dumb?

7. Does anyone like you? NOPE! Not that I know of anyway ! XP

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? Who. The hell. Is that?

10. Sleep with or without clothes on? Clothes on, duh? Doesn't everyone sleep with clothes on...? Less you count monkeys...cause they don't ! :D

11. Who sleeps with you every night? My pillow :D

12. Do long distance relationships work? Have tried, has failed. Has failed 2 times actually. SO NO! XD

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? 0! I good gal !

14. Pancakes or French Toast? Paaaaancaaaakes!!! *drool*

15. Do you like coffee? One word. Ew.

16. How do you like your eggs? ...*giggling hysterically* that what Megan asked me in Science. I prefer not to say what she answered herself! :D

17. Do you believe in astrology? Woo.. *unenthusiastic*

18. Last person you talked to on the phone? Ummm um um um....I have no clue.....

19. Last person on your missed call list? Think it was Sophie..can't remembeeeeer!

20. What was the last text message you received? Sophie said I cool ! XD

21. McDonalds or Burger King? MCDONALDS!

22. Number of pillows? 2!

23. Last thing you ate? Crissssps....

24. Last thing you bought? Cool new outfit that I got to show off on Red Nose Day haha

25. What are you hearing right now? Youtube video playing and keys

26. Pick a lyric? "Do you ever feel like breakin' down do u ever feel outta place like somehow u just don't belong and no one understands u." - Welcome to My Life by SIMPLE PLAN! <333

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? NO JELLY! EW!

28. Can you play pool? Sorta

29. Do you know how to swim? I suck at swimming...

30. Favorite ice cream? STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM!

31. Do you like maps? Maps = Geography. Georgraphy = BARF!

32. Tell me a random fact: I wanna go see Simple Plan in concert......

33. Ever had a hard on at work? I don't work, lovey.

34. Ever attend a theme party? Yeah, Neon themed party

35. Ever do a keg stand? What the heck is that?

37. What is your favorite season? SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

38. What is the first music video you ever saw? Dunno

39. Pick a movie quote: "I wrote a song about u." "Really?" "Yeah, it's called bitch in uniform." - Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging

40. Favorite quote: "Just be yourself and don't take anyone's shit"

41. What is your favorite hangout? Park! :D

42. Best friend’s name? Emily! <33

43. How long have you known them? for 2 yrs :)

44. Last time you laughed at something stupid? Today in Citizenship

45. What time did you wake up this morning? 7 something

46. Wake up next to anyone? My Twilight blanket <333

47. Best thing about winter? Get to shove snow down boys' jumpers...

48. Name a couple of favorite colors: Black, blue

49. How old are you? 13!

50. What month is your birthday in? November !

51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? Gay

52. Favorite Dave Matthews Band song (if you have one?) Who the hell are they? They sound like a made-up band for a commercial...

53. What are you doing this weekend? Shoppin..

54. Who will take this survey? Your mum! XD

Gone [One-Shot by no other than ME!]

I got well depressed when this guy died [he was only 18]. He took a bullet for his mate and then his mate announced his death on Quizilla.com. The guy's name was Rave, and this is for him, so people won't forget what an awesome guy I've heard he is. He always said 'don't take anyone's shit'. And we listen, because he's right. We SHOULDN'T take anyone's shit!

My hero.
My idol.
My savior.
My brother.
My lover.
He was everything.
Now I just wish I'd told him how much he meant to me. But it's too late now.
Way too late.
It's my fault he's gone. But I'm sure if he was here right now, he's say 'Daisuke, you ASS! It's not your fault, bro!'.
Problem is...itwas my fault. Everyone knows it was.
He did it for me.
He took several bullets for me that night.
My savior.
I suppose losing someone is...I don't know...most people be relieved they had one less person to deal with. Others will find it sad. Some will celebrate. But we did neither of these things. We wanted to cry, but didn't, for we could hear his voice in our heads...
'Don't say proper goodbyes, now. Or you'll start howling. Don't you even dare cry, otherwise I will haunt you. That's a promise!'
I promised I wouldn't cry. We all promised. But...he was just so perfect. Perfect boyfriend, brother, son, nephew, friend etc.
We loved him.
We couldn't hold the tears in any longer.
Especially me.
So there I sat on the cold pavement, holding him in my arms, tears springing to my eyes. No one interrupted my grieving.
They knew I'd be so mad at them, they won't make it alive. I'd ignored the 'help! call 911!' calls from my friends.
I knew he wouldn't survive.
He knew it too.
He'd spent his last 10 minutes trying to comfort me, though I should've been the one comforting him.He shouldn't have saved me. I was the one who should've died.
That was exactly what I told him that night.
"You asshole!" he's choked. "You're my friend, bro, why let you die so I can live? It's better this way. Everyone'll be much happier with me gone, alright. Just...promise me everyone'll be okay. Take care of everyone for me, eh? Promise...promise me..."
He couldn't finish, as tears fell down his cheeks.
"I promise!" I'd howled, holding him tighter.
"I love you, dude..."
Those were the last words he'd ever said to me and before I could respond...he was gone. I cried, and no one could stop me then. I'd cursed myself for being such an idiot and getting involved in all the gangster/mafia stuff, so I had problems and he had to save me.
Then the ambulance had arrived, and they took him away from me.
Forever.
I'd protested bitterly.
He was dead, why take him to the hospital, for fuck's sake!?
All a mystery to me.
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That night, I couldn't sleep, nor could I stop crying. I'd tried comforting his mum, but ended up all depressed myself. I had to stop. I knew it. I tried.I succeeded.
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Not a day goes by that I don't miss him, but I gotta get on with life. I'm sure he's in a better place right now, and he's watching over me amiling, thinking I'd forgotten him and it was better this way.
But I haven't forgotten.
He's still my friend.
My best friend.
And nothing'll ever change that.
We miss and love him.
We'll always remember my hero.
Sam.

PS: I changed the name to Sam

Emily's one-shot!

Hi guys...

I been feeling down, and I just felt like putting this up even though I know that Emily's gonna kill me sooner or later...

Once upon a time there was a young boy called Jordan and a young girl called Em. They both went to the same school just down the street from their houses. Em had a crush on Jordan and had ever since they first ran into each other in the hallway in the maths block. It was Jordan’s older brother Charlie’s birthday at the weekend and everyone wanted to get invited. Liam Em’s older brother was Charlie’s best friend and he got an invitation saying that he and Em were invited. Em couldn’t believe it because even though she new Charlie quite well they hadn’t really spoken much. On the night of the party Em found out that they were going to a party at the cinema but it wasn’t just a film it was speeches at the front of the room and lots of decorations.

On the invitation it said to arrive at 7.00 but Em and Liam arrived at 6.00 an hour early. They got to help with decorations and getting everything ready. At 6.30 Jordan came in and was surprised to see Em on the floor making decorations for the party. He went over and said hi and they spoke for a while but through the whole thing Jordan could see Em going red. He asked if she was alright then walked off. Before they knew it, it was 7.00 and all the guests started piling into the cinema. Just as Em was going to sit down Jordan came in and asked if she would enter with him just before Charlie. Em said yes knowing that this was just Jordan being friendly but she believed it was a sign.

As they were just about to walk in Jordan told Em that he was feeling sick and couldn’t do this in front of all these people but Em reassured him shaking his hand and slightly bumping him on the side. He felt a whole lot better after this and as they walked in he grabbed Em’s hand. As they made their way to the top of the cinema Em and Jordan knew that this was the start of something.

They sat down next to each other with Chelsy Em’s best friend and Callum Jordan’s friend next to them. As the film started Em and Jordan quickly looked at each other then looked back. Through the whole film they would laugh and giggle together like they were 2 year olds and the people around them didn’t seem to mind.  At the end of the film Chelsy turned round to Em and started talking about whether her plan to get Jordan was working or not. Em knew this was going to end in disaster. Jordan over heard what Chelsy was saying and got angry with Em because he thought that she only wanted to be friends.

Through the next 3 speeches Jordan and Em were silent not saying a word to each other. Then in the 4^th speech Em decided to get some fresh air, some more popcorn and try to talk to Jordan when she got back. Yet when she did everyone had moved over to seats nearer the front and Em was left alone. After a while she asked if there was enough room for her to sit over with her friends and they said of course. She squeezed in next to Chelsy and Callum but still Jordan said nothing but it looked like he was thinking about something maybe his speech or maybe Em. Then it was Jordan’s turn to make a speech and as he got up front he decided he would make his speech later at the surprise after cinema party they had thrown. As everyone got on to buses they made their way to the party at Charlie and Jordan’s house but on the way they dropped everyone at their houses so they could put three stuff away before the party. They had 10 minutes each but Em was last as she lived right near Jordan and Charlie.

When it was her stop Em got off and ran up the hill that she lived on crying that Jordan will never speak to her again when she heard a voice. It sounded like shouting but she didn’t stop to look and see who it was. As she came back out of her house changed and in the party sprit she saw Jordan. She walked straight past him like he wasn’t there but he was and he stopped her. He told her that she was so brilliant and fantastic he couldn’t go out with her because he would only let her down but Em didn’t seem convinced with his accuses. They both walked 50 feet away from each other as they were walking to Jordan’s house because they knew they missed the bus, but it was only 150 metres separating their houses. When they got there it was Jordan’s turn to say his speech and as he did he stated that even though it was Charlie’s birthday he had made the worst decision of his life today and in front of everyone he told them that he loved Em so much he can’t believe he let her down.

After all this Em forgave Jordan and Jordan forgave Em and they spent the rest of the party holding hands walking around together. They had a few jokes from Liam and Charlie about how Jordan had been so soppy and romantic but they didn’t mind because they knew whatever happened as long as they were together it didn’t matter at all what people said.

It would be nice to say they lived happily ever after like in Cinderella or loved each other as much as Romeo and Juliet but I guess we will never know....

Emily's song #1!

Me, I think I’m falling in love again

Me, How can I get you outta my mind

Boy, that one special dream that I had

Oh boy, I can’t get you outta my head

Oh my, I think I really like you

Oh my, I can’t think of anyone else boy

I can’t make my up mind

Whether I like you or whether my heart lies

Oh-oh you’re my perfect soul mate

Oh-oh we get along like best mates

And boy I need the sound of your voice

To live each day and night

Me, I think I’m falling in love again

Me, I just can’t think of anyone else boy

You’re in mind your in my heart

I just can’t make a new start

Oh my, I think my love’s growing stronger

Oh my, my hearts beating faster

I just can’t make up my mind

Whether I like you or whether my heart lies

Oh-oh you’re my perfect soul mate

Oh-oh we get along like best mates

And boy I need the sound of your voice

To live each day and night

Me, I’m falling in and out of love everyday

Me, I just don’t know what to say

Baby my hearts set on you anyway

So say bye to new starts

Oh boy

It's good, isn't it?! ^-^

Mad

Hi...

Notice the three dots. The greeting is different from my usual 'HI GUYS!!!" . But I went out with someone, and my ex-friend said I'm makin' him up cause he's in America. So I said I'm not and so on. So we broke up, and now ----- is still being mean to me. Wish I was dead right now. Save everyone a lotta time.

Alex~

Songs

Hey guys!!

I hope you are reading my blog entries. You better be anyway. Right, so I have a friend called Emily [but then u all know that] and she likes songwriting. As I have promised her I'll post some songs on to here...this is what I'm doing!! ^-^ Just look for my next 2 entries [her latest songs].

Love you guys
Alex~!

PS [message to anyone who likes polo's]: POHOOO! XD Thank you Aaron for inventing this new word, lol.
PSS [or PPS...whateeeever] : Those songs aren't copied from other artists. They are ORIGINAL! Enjoy.